Ma Vie

haha .. how sad .. i dono how can i revise my Distibuted System Security module becoz the scope of this subject is too large and it is impossible to finish it all …

*sob*   *sob*   

all i remember are DES algorithm .. Pulic key Cryptography .. Message authentication code .. Four Key distribution methods .. .. i havent even started my FINITE FIELDS revision on polynomial arithmetics …. OMG … what the hell … What is Elliptic Curve crytogrpahy … sighh ……….. many sighzz ……

i need a miracle at this point … i must EAT DSS >> SLeEp DSS … SHIT DSS … DIE DSS …  what have i got myself into ? wanted an easy module for my master degree .. but i have chosen the hardest module path … F**k .. STUPID JASON …

life before exams are like living in hell .. life before exams with lotsa coursework is asking me to go hell’s basement .. luckily i have finish one of my coursework today .. having sitting in the LRC at late night for 2 weeks makes me feel like living in LRC ..

ermm .. what to say ler .. i am sitting here in LRC again .. everybody surrounding me seems so hardworking … it makes me feeling like a lazy bastard .. how can they concentrate ? i just couldnt concentrate now … am i too tired ? exhausted ? may b mentally ..

i always tell myself .. no worries .. no worries .. life is beautiful .. hhahha .. i am just lying this shit to myself over and over again .. i dun wan to live this kind of life again !!!! mentally torturing .. sigh sigh sigh …

right ..  after bullshitting, i need to live my boring life again .. see ya ..

i dono why .. i had this song kept singing in my head by michael buble’s song. The song name is Home .. hahha .. i might b home sick .. hahha .. after 2 years being away … hahha .. it is a bit too late for home sickness .. hahha … but i really like the song .. it is about being alone out there .. and wanna go home …

goto http://www.michaelbuble.com .. u can hear it in that page =)

oh yeah …. kien haw > thanx for visiting me in my blog .. hhahha … i will be coming home in july ! =)

as exams are coming nearer and nearer .. i feels like i am suffocating  .. drowning into the deep sea … i have tried me best to study whenever i can .. i hope i can swim out of this shit sea .. bluarghh …