Ma Vie

About a years ago, i got myself addicted to a game called DOTA. Theres no fancy graphic or wat so eva but it is so dam bloody addictive. haha … think bout it, this is not really a bad addiction. I got to know a bunch of cyber friends … lol .. it is not as sad as it sounds. Last night, i got a call from one of them .. asking for my address .. this morning i actually received my first Christmas Card from them !!! thanx guys ! Have a good christmas holiday and happy new year 2 .. will b back in a month !!! Oh yea .. i am going back to malaysia tonight !! so peeps in Malaysia, pls contact me !!! via msn or wateva … hahha .. see ya !

hi bloggy ,

Ppl says working life is so mundane and it is so true. I have a routine life nowadays. i can practically say i am doing the same shits everyday. wake @ 7 -> walk out @ 8 -> catch the 0820 train -> reach office @ 9 -> lunch @ 12 -> break @ 330 -> get OUT of the office @ 530 sharp -> reach home @ 610 -> watch tv -> dinner -> sleep @ 12.

Dam .. i need to do something to spice up my routine life. Work is alright, but it is getting complicated. LOL .. but i think i can cope. fingers cross. Met a few nice colleagues, chat bout shites during lunch and break. Thats our get away from desk "precious" time. We used to walk to the furthest cafe to avoid being seen by our managers. LOL .. but now .. we juz dun care anymore, hahah ..

Oh yea… my Dodgy Colleague sent me an interesting link of Chinese rapper translating some english songs. Freaking funny. Check it out here :

http://www.5354.biz/

listen to the songs with chinese song titles. U will b amaze .. lol .. it is time to get out of this shit place (office) now .. will continue at home if i got nothing better to do. cheers !

i went to liverpool last week to visit my cousin who juz arrived. It was good fun but today was hell.

First thing is the bloody summer heat, made me sweat like a pig. It was almost 30 degree i think. THIS is not the great news. I had to pack up and take the train early in the morning to come back to london because my cousin had morning classes. So i had to leave early. I woke up 8 in the morning and ciao. So i happily walk to the station.

When i reached there, i though i was lucky to b able to catch the train departing in 10 mins. After i got a nice seat, an announcement was made saying the route to london was cancelled and we had to transit in other stations which was 30 mins away.

alright, i thought it was ok. Because shit happens. So i took the underground to the other station and transit TWICE to get a direct train back to london. BLoody Hell, the train was so packed and everybody was cursing and swearing for the delay.

after an hour transit, i was able to get on the direct train. i was so tired and doze off during the whole journey. When i reach Euston i took the tube to Victoria to catch a coach back to my fren’s house. I was happy coz i was juz in time for the next coach leaving soon. Coz they dun run so frequent.

THis is where things get worse. THe coach was so bloody hot becoz the air con was toasted. WHen the coach went on to the motorway, a weird "yeeeeee" alarm was alerted from the driver’s dashboard. THen the driver stop the coach a side and i could smell something fishy. O, by that i was about to die becoz of the heat. After a quick check at the rear of the bus, the driver told us the coach overheated and we need to wait for the next coach coming which was an hour later.

O MY fucking god……. 1 hour of doing nothing beside the motorway. SIghz … that juz made the worst day since many years. An 3 hour trip took me a whole fucking day to travel. 2molo is my birthday, and i already got my present in advance from virgin train and green line coach. I hope all the bad luck will end at 12 tonight and fresh luck comes 2molo … hahha .. LOL ..

Tonight i am going to mark a full stop at a point in my life. I will be moving out alone and leaving all my friends behind. Will be working in the next 2 days. A good stop or a good start ? I hope everything will b fine starting from 2molo. List of things i have to do:

1) Sign the bloody rent contract.
2) Call my manager to tell him when i am coming to office.
3) Reconnect the house phone.
4) Get my broadband Internet.
5) Reconnect the water and electric in the house.
6) Clean the new house.
7) Move my things in.
Buy a new bedsheet.
9) Buy a new TV.
10) Buy a microwave.
11) BUy some groceries.
12) BUY some life saving instant noodle. LOL. =D
13) BUY some chinese seasoning. (coz i dono where the fuck can i buy in the new area)
14) Pack my laptop 2molo morning.
15) Steal some kitchen utensils from my housemate. hhaha ..
16) Buy some new clothes to go work.
17) Oh ya.. buy a dustbin.
18) and the list go on and on and on.
19) lastly, miss my friends and my lovely 8mb Bulldog. =(

i can keep on writing the things i have to do 2molo … but i think the list will be never ending. HEADACHEEEEE …

hello bloggy , havent write anything for ages in here already. "first u set a goal and follow through it no matter what happens". A phrase which i had said in the previous posting. I think things are unfolding by itself and falling into the right places now. But i had gone through some real tough times, and i mean real tough.

What is the turning point in my life ? i have got a job here now and i think i will be staying here for another few years. WHAT ?!!?! a few years ?!? yes, a few years. I have got what i wanted and i am going to venture into it and see what happens. A good job with good pay which will provide me a good profile which is what everybody dreamt of. I am real lucky to get this job becoz it is like impossible for a foreigner like me to get a 5 years working permit here. FUck i dono what shit luck i had.

Roti Canai VS JOB

B4 i got the interview, i was thinking to pack and go back for good. THis is something which i really like to do. I have read an article about roti canai vs Job in a "expired" Girl Magazine. LOlz… It says this graduate girl got a really pretigious job in somewhere, but she gave up the job and went back to msia. THis is becoz she said she wont know what is happening in the TV when she chat with her colleague in the future. Coz she grew up watching TV3 and NTV7 but not BBC. Lolz .. She wont give a shit who got elected as the president or mayor. Coz she dun know shits bout it. And she loves to pop up to a mamak to have a roti canai at 3 am.  She appreciate spending time with her friends and family who she grew up with…. SO DO I !! Thats is why she called it the job vs roti canai.

I am facing the same problem now, but i have chosen a different path. I have chosen to stay. I think this is a great chance which i cant miss. This luck will not come by  in my life again i think. My life will be changed totally in 4 weeks time. I had to find an apartment myself, pay my own bills, get my own meal and mind my own business. Fuck sake… what will happen to me .. Did i make a right choice.. .i hope so ..

i like to thank everyone who has been supporting me all along. I am really glad that u guys have confident in me .. U know who u are. . so i dun need to mention =) Good luck to me again .. Lets see what happen in the next few weeks .. Later .. I WAN ROTI CANAI OSO !!! It is fucking tempting .. lolz ..

today i woke up as usual and thought for a long while bout where am i heading towards .. my goals and all .. my whole life is about living up to ppl’s expectation … ppl who love me , always put high hopes on me … what if i cant achieve all that ? i dun wan to let them down , and keep pushing myself to the limits .. i dono how long can i live a life like that …….

what difference does it make if i do it here or there ? why cant i have plans set out for me like my friends .. i guess nothing is fair in life .. i have to go through everything by myself .. venture into the darkness alone … pull myself out of trouble everytime .. who can i rely on .. you ? can i ? who r you ?

Recently .. i have come across a phrase which say .. "first u set a goal, then u follow through it no matter what happens .. because that is what u want at first .. " This is easier said than done .. i am already into my plans, but i am starting to wonder if i am on the right track because nobody can tell me if i am right or wrong .. should i run straight to it ? or pull back and waste all the effort i have put in earlier ? i am feeling pretty frustrated now actually …….

i really wish someone could help me to sort this out .. coz i am really tired ……

Yes it is me again … i havent got a new motivation in my life … it is 5 am in the morning and i am still awake with my laptop on .. i couldnt figure what is best to do at this time, so i decided to write some crap in here …

i was playing warcraft with my friends … i used to like it .. but i really couldnt concentrate in the game .. i really dono what has gotten into me .. so i stop and stare blankly on my screen and fill my head with stupid thoughts .. i am so fucking awake now and i dono what to do ..

b4 writing this piece of crap .. i was messaging every single joker in my MSN list .. luckily most of them replied me and chatted for a while .. if not i would have gone mad by now ..

Oh yea .. juz got a news from a fren a few days ago … one of my fren is getting married .. Cool … haha … dono what 2 say … but i am sure this will not happen to me soooo soon .. hhahha .. i havent have enough life yet …. hahha ….. although i feel bored with my life now .. but i wouldnt choose that path to spice up that way ……….. LOL .. haha .. at least not now ..

MADDDDDDDDDNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS is creeping …… SOMEBODY make me SLEEEEEEEEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am gonna shut this junk down and throw myself to bed now … (i am in my bed now) .. DOINK >>

Yay .. i have moved back to stay with my friends .. Lovely =) although this place is much smaller and and crowded but it is still the best to stay with my friends =) OmG i am addicted to DOTA … i have been playing DOTA day in day out … it is time to stop !! somebody stop me from playing dotaaaaa …

other than that … i need some motivation to start looking 4 jobs .. i cant sit at home and "pei" everyday .. sighz .. wat to do .. everyone needs a break .. even me =) haha *what a lame excuse* LOL .. hahhahaha .. i am so bored now .. looking at my friend being pawned in dota while writing this post .. haha ..

i think i really need to get dota out of my mind .. time to move on .. i will have more time to start blogging from now on .. hehe .. i havent been doing much since i hand in my master thesis ..

OH ya .. i am looking forward to visit Greece on the 28th Oct .. hehhe … i am going to Athens at last … YAY .. hope it will end my boredom for the moment … hmm ..  i wonder how my friends in malaysia are doing now .. miss them =)

i have nothing to say now .. peace out .. ! tata ..

juz like every sunday … but last sunday Kenny called me up to ask me to go look for him and said there is  a Japanase Car show in SantaPod … Spontaneously .. i asked my friend to drop me off the train station and a bought a ticket to Birmingham .. haha … Crazy me ..

After 2.5 hours of daydreaming in the train .. i reached Birmingham around 11 pm at night … later that night .. we went out for a drink in a pub … Met 2 of his friends … Charles and Peggy  ( if i hadnt got their name wrongly ) hahha .. cool mates ..

we went back half sobber … and slept around 6 am in the morning .. had 2 hours of sleep and woke up around 8 am … TIRED >…. we took kenny’s baby (car) for a car wash and drive up to Santa Pod ..

before arriving the venue .. we can already see skylines .. evos .. and many other Jap Cars lining up to get entrance tickets… It was so cool … Our car make many heads turn 2 =)

ai .. i am lazy to write more .. better stop here … haha .. the more i write … more rubbish will b here ..

i am very boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg………….

yay it is my birthday today .. 13th june !! i am happy and not happy .. i happy that today is my birthday .. not happy becoz all my friends are away .. have to be a quiet bithday this year .. i might have too much of surprises in previous years … suddenly i felt so quiet this year …

hmm .. i am not saying i am not happy .. it is jsut nothing special is happening .. hmm .. may b something nice will happen 2molo morning .. i better go take a shower and go to bed now … blargghh …